Stupidity

I feel like an idiot.
It took me this long to realize.
She's just like everyone else,
More obsession and clingy than love.
Fuck you.
Is there even real love in this world.
Do we even know what real love is?
Are people even capable of it.
So it was all fake.
That's basically what you told me means.
And part of me hates you for that.
I want to just say go away.
Leave me alone forever.
That is what would be best to say.
To both of you.
But that would hurt part of me so deeply...
Cause so many problems.
I don't understand why living is so hard.
Why is it so difficult to figure things out.
Find happiness.
...
This world is so fucked up.