I've done good

This feels absolutley insane,
I told Jenni to leave me alone,
added threats to make sure she wouldn't come back,
and she listened so far,
I haven't heard from her and I love it,
I'm trying to do the same with Alicia,
I took 10 steps back with her,
but i'm slowly gaining back the ground I lost,
I never text her first,
and it works extremely well because she rarely texts,
and when she does its about 3 and she's done,
I found someone'
someone who treats me better than anyone else ever has,
forgives me when I fuck up,
compromises when we reach disagreements...
it's scary,
but it' good,
i think for once i found someone who will be good for me...