Growing Up

I know you spend a lot of time growing up,
and that we never listen to our parents when they say,
"you'll realize we are right when you get older"
now I find myself in their place,
not as a parent,
but telling someone,
I know you don't think like this now,
but it will change,
you'll realize things later,
i'm not sure what I was trying to say with this blog,
I slept all day,
and now i'm giving advice to a 23 year old about coming out,
this growing up bullshit is confusing,
even with moving out,
i realized i had so much more to learn,
and got taught some hard lessons right off the bat,
and now i'm watching people in my life learn those lessons,
or hoping they'll figure their shit out,
i'm not enjoying this waiting game,
and after what happened with sailor and polar,
i'm afraid of what's going to happen.